Very unstructured rant but someone tell me you feel the same way 
With a new phase of my life coming up, several thoughts and questions keep resurfacing in my mind. Whether the route I picked would allow me to find a decent job etc and if further education afterwards was needed yadda yadda
But in all honesty, I donāt really care, sort of. Or maybe itās just a feeling of defiance or something I canāt really pinpoint? I donāt think I really care for what job I may have or decide to do because I truly think I canāt love anything that I have to do that will benefit another person more than myself (something something boss makes a dollar, I make a dime). I donāt really care if I have to work under another, but the fact that I might be helping a rich guy get richer just pisses me off lmaoaoao. But itās not like thereās many jobs getting passed around anyway and you NEED to have a job to get by so like..? I guess man. I donāt really know what my points are here tbh. Maybe I just have issues with authority? Not really sure where it came from but I guess I just get the ick or just annoyed at the presence of those āabove meā in a sense.
And also what many people around me or what the news always say makes me incredibly frustrated. Something about how you need to have ādriveā to work, start up a side hustle so that you can retire, not even retire early etc. Hearing them talk about these just gets me so tired. I just wanna live bro but whatever.
If every new generation is expected to work harder, eventually do we have to work beyond human limits just to get by our day to day?
Everytime I have this rant or talk with someone it always ends with āit is what it isā, āwhat, unless you wanna starve?ā, āok and? How do you want me to respond?ā
Itās just a little depressing, but not like I know what I want to hear from them afterwards anyway. My half joking conclusion (?) is always that money is the root problem of everything and we should kill all rich people *insert yeongno image* but honestly I donāt even know man.
Sometimes I just wish generative ai never existed in the first place. Lowkey hoping the bubble pops but itāll cause a lot of people to suffer so like idk.
Thereās really not much I can do as an individual anyways about most of my frustrations, but I wish people wouldnāt go āit is what it is, what can you do about itā about most of these things. But then again what can we really do. Itās not like Iām that kind of person that is willing to be activist and stand for things like Greta thunberg etc in front of so many others. Iām a hypocrite lmfao. Complains about the status quo but yet doesnāt try to do anything other than complain
My greatest wish in life to bum around forever will never come true anyway which probably caused this kind of doomer mindset lmfao
I seriously donāt know this if this rant had any point at all or whatever Iām trying to say. But I just keep thinking about these recently and I think it mightve ā ā ā ā ā ā up the way I view some things and people? Potentially might sour some relationships so idk man.