I’m 46, mother of 4, wife for 18 years. As I’m writing this, I’m in KL by myself. I just drove out late last night because why not? I left a text to my husband, “I’m leaving.” Then I switched off my phone coz the incessant ringing made me very angry. 24hrs since I left, what does my husband do? He’s lounging on the sofa in front of the tv. Maybe I expected too much of him. But is it too much to ask for him to go look for his wife? There are just too many emotions going through my whole body right now - angry, disappointed and emptiness just to name a few. I don’t expect a romance movie but a woman can dream.