I deserve to go through everything bad…
I hate everyone and myself. I hate the world. No one has ever want to be around for me. They just heartlessly abandoned me. Everyone is hostile unkind harsh mean to me but i deserve it.
No one is still here for me. Everyone abandoned me.
They condemn me trample on me
They make me feel worser to feel better about themselves.
Why cant i just snap…
This horrible world.
I have been through so much much more than anyone else. Everything is so dififcult.
No one hears me. Make me feel seen n heard. They just heartlessly abandoned me.
Im just such a bad person. Just dun deserve anything good.
My feelings r nvr valid and shldnt exist. Others make me feel like they arent n shldnt exist. They rather just abandon me give up on me than to be by my side encouraging me to go on.
Im just such a bad person. Im meant to be in my dark hole where there is no light n nobody. Even though i try climb out,everyone push me back in.
I dun deserve any space at all everyone just shame me abandon me.
I can only suppress everything my emotions my feelings.
There is only hopelessness left. Ive seen how cruel the world everyone is.
My emotional pain is nvr real.
hiiii buddy, please know that’s not true at all. not everything has to be your fault & you don’t deserve to feel like this at all. you will always have friends. we are here for you okay. can always message us!
Hey @anonymous440 I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. It sounds like you’re carrying so much pain and loneliness, and I can only imagine how heavy that must feel. You don’t deserve to go through this, and your pain is very real. It’s completely understandable to feel angry and hurt when it feels like the world has turned its back on you, leaving you alone in the dark.
Please know that even though it might feel like nobody sees or hears you, there are people who care and want to help. You deserve compassion, understanding, and support. You’ve been trying so hard to keep going, even when it feels impossible, and that alone shows incredible strength.
You don’t have to carry this alone, and you deserve a space where you can feel seen and heard. Maybe reaching out to someone, like a trusted friend, family member, or mental health professional, can be a step toward finding some light. You’re not a bad person, and your feelings matter. Even if it’s hard to believe in this moment, I hope you know that there is hope, and things can get better. You’re worthy of kindness and a space where you don’t have to feel abandoned. If you ever need a listening ear, I’m here
