I hate the life I’m living, everyday feels like a battle to not spiral into depression. My life is so uneventful and boring, unfortunately learning to be an functioning adult feels impossible,though there are improvements, I still hate that I’m going to have to be miserable until I am able to build a life I want, and who knows how long that will take. I don’t have anyone I trust to talk about this, so I’m sharing it here, thanks for reading.
Hey @user919104 ,
Thank you for sharing this on the platform. First off, I would like to say that it takes courage to share your honest feelings, and you’ve done that! I hear that life is tough for you right now, and that you feel that you feel miserable. I also hear that it is a struggle for you everyday, like you seem to be fighting a drawn out battle. What you’re feeling certainly doesn’t sound easy, and it can also be exhausting.
Being an adult and navigating through life as one isn’t easy. I feel that everyone will fall and struggle when transitioning to be an adult, where there are much more responsibilities and expectations. And at times, we may not even have the time to do the things we want to do. But from what you have said, it sounds like you’re aware of improvements that you can make and what you need to do to build the life you want, though you are uncertain how long doing so will take. If you’re comfortable sharing, may I ask what you feel that you have to improve on?
Moreover, I also hear that it’s a struggle for you everyday to not spiral into depression. If you’re comfortable sharing too, may I ask what made you feel that you’ll be spiralling into depression? Additionally, if you feel that this is affecting you to the point that even doing daily activities feels really tough, please do not hesitate to reach out to a professional too.
Know that we’re here for you and hoping to hear from you soon 