idk why parents always have to yell when they are mad or just tell me to kill myself cuz im not good as other people,like wdym im not doing good enough for A2 in art prelims,and whenever i fail or did not do well in exams i have to hide in the school toilet and cry and expect no one to find me and sometimes when i cry in class no one noticed
whenever they yell i just get scared and start crying again even though some of it aint bout me idk why im so sensitive but like can they stop shouting,if they hate me so much give me away pls ik im stupid and ugly i dont even expect a guy to like me for that plus i kind expected people to â– â– â– â– talk me so whatever
atp i believe when my parents dont like me no one do and i will not get a bf i should just die if i did not do well for o levels
Hey @userrr87398 Thanks for sharing this. I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way, and I want you to know that your pain is very real and valid. It’s incredibly hard to feel like the people who are supposed to support you are instead tearing you down, especially when you’re already carrying so much stress. No one deserves to be spoken to like that, and it’s definitely not okay for anyone to make you feel worthless or unloved.
You are not a waste of time, and you don’t have to be perfect in school or in anything else to be worthy of kindness, love, and understanding. The way you feel right now doesn’t mean this is all there is or that you’ll never find people who truly value you for who you are. You’re going through so much, and it’s natural to feel sensitive when you’re facing this kind of pressure. It’s not a weakness—it’s a sign of just how deeply you care and how much you’re carrying on your own. I also want to say that crying is valid as well, it doesn’t mean we are weak or sensitive, but it’s just our way or expressing and releasing our emotions. I especially dislike when people yell and get emotional just from that, so I’m so sorry that you have to endure that, it must have been suffering.
If there’s anyone you can trust—a teacher, counselor, or a friend—it might help to let them know how you’re feeling. Reaching out isn’t easy, but you don’t have to go through this alone. You deserve to be seen, supported, and cared for. Please remember that even if it’s hard to see right now, your life has value beyond any grades or comparisons. You matter just as you are, and there is more for you ahead.