I cant wash off the feeling of his hands on me

god it’s so difficult to even explain this feeling of guilt and shame and just i can’t cope with it anymore. i try to scrub the sadness away but i just can’t wash it off me. i feel it there. i cry and cry and wash and wash and scrub and scrub but it’s still there. the feeling of the lingering lust and disgust is still there on my body.

Hi @dais,

I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. It sounds like you’re carrying a heavy burden. Sometimes, just putting those feelings into words can be a step toward healing.

If you’re comfortable, I’d like to hear more about what’s been going on. What’s been weighing on you?

Best regards,
Danial
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