I’m ugly asf, i have a syndrome that caused by some habits I couldnt control when i was young and now I look ugly asf. People dont take me seriously. They always isolate me. I’m happy to talk to people although I’m more slightly introverted, but i always get left hanging, and being ignored.
The only time I get sympathies is that people always say I’m “tired” even when im not. I had enough of this. I dont want to be in this body no more. I’ve gone through too many minor bullying/isolation that I cant take it. and even my family cant even understand my syndrome and what I experience daily. I cant even breathe.
idk what to do already since im already failing all my classes, have no friends and like am alone most of the time. its fine sometimes cus im gine with being alone but I’ve kinda accepted my fate of being alone forever.
Im definitely not suicidal, and i know the worth of this world. but damn how i wish to be in another normal body. I constantly get looked down too like im some bum. Im done with this place where theres too many couples and happy people
That sounds incredibly heavy to carry, and I’m really sorry you’ve been feeling pushed to the edges like this. Being constantly judged, misunderstood by family, and left hanging socially can chip away at anyone’s confidence. It makes sense you’d feel exhausted and angry about it. And honestly, the way people treat you says way more about their limitations than your worth. You’re someone who still shows up, still wants to talk to people, still tries, and that takes more strength than you probably give yourself credit for right now.
I know you said you’re not suicidal, but the “I don’t want to be in this body anymore” feeling sounds really painful. And I wouldn’t wish for you to carry that alone. It might help to find even one space where people actually get what you’re dealing with (e.g. support groups for your condition, therapy, or even niche communities built around shared interests instead of appearances).
And since things are piling up (such as classes, isolation, and family stress), you may wish to try starting small.
Small steps could look like talking to a school counsellor or a trusted professional who can help you stabilise one area at a time.
Right now, it sounds like you’re overwhelmed rather than broken. So I’m glad you spoke up here.
If you want, tell me more about what this syndrome affects day‑to‑day or what the “ignored” moments usually look like. We can figure out some ways to make things feel a little less suffocating together.
I can’t really help you like that person above (I’m sorry), but I really want to hug you right now. Being an outcast fricking sucks, considering how people look down on you. I really hate when people keep tormenting too much on people who they think they’re “odd.” They’re basically downplaying you with flaws they pinpoint at you, and it basically feels so humiliating that not even you can escape it like it’s a loop. I feel that because in last school year, I got being picked by my other classmates in my class. People like them really keep tearing our self-worth apart, and it’s mentally-draining, when we didnt even ask them to be involved in our situations. I wish I can be your friend who’s at your side right now, but I’m still not sure yet because of my insecurities of socializing people. Oof.
Unrelated to the Author’s post (sorry ), but I’ve been with a school counselor and it really helped me a bit. It feels like my chest really feels less tight now since I keep bottling my emotions for a long time.
), but I’ve been with a school counselor and it really helped me a bit. It feels like my chest really feels less tight now since I keep bottling my emotions for a long time.