!! swearing/cuss words !!
she genuinely hates me and there’s nothing i can do about it
she’s always rude to me for no reason and likes to beat./shout/scream (although more often then not, by the end of our arguments, she’s the one crying)
i don’t initiate the arguments, she gets angry about it and starts raising her voice first if i point out what she did was wrong
like today, i made my own lunch, and she instantly does what she always does, which is to stick her face so close to my food and start inspecting it/smelling it. which she does a LOT. i always get annoyed and tell her to stop because WHY DO YOU DO THAT IT’S WEIRD. notmal people will just ask “what are you eating?” but not her.
i’ll admit i’m already in kind of a bad mood today so i asked her “why do you keep doing that?” keep in mind i’m pretty soft spoken because i really don’t wanna start anything. i usually just ignore her but because of my bad mood i asked her that.
she immediately started getting defensive and shouted things like when has she ever done that, no she doesn’t always do that, etc.
i called her a big back because literally everytime i eat something she HAS to know what it is and gets all up in my business
and she figuratively exploded and started getting in my face shouting and i was like wtf is wrong with her. she called me the big back because i’m eating when she hasn’t eaten all day and in my head i was thinking like ok and ?? i’m not the one sniffing and inspecting people’s food. when i pointed out that yesterday she did the EXACT SAME THING and even called my food stinky, she denied it, and just walked away saying “yaeh ur food is stinky and ur fucking smelly too”???
like wtf i just didn’t bother replying because she’s a lost cause and a huge ■■■■■. no point arguing with her, because she’ll just scream over whatever you’re trying to say and she’ll think she “wins” the argument if you stop replying.
and yesterday she screamed a me to clean the toilet bowl because she complained that she’s always the one cleaning it. you know why i don’t clean it? because IT’S ALWAYS CLEAN BECAUSE SHE DOES IT. how do you expect me to clean the toilet bowl if ur cleaning it every 3 days??? and by the way she doesn’t even tell me if/when she’s going to clean she just cleans whenver even when the toilet isn’t dirty. she likes to clean it every few days, but i prefer to do it once a week, at the end of the week.
life was better when she was abroad tbh. she’s very annoying. she pulls my hair, slaps, etc. if there’s an argument but i’m quite passive i don’t usually retaliate unless it’s really bad.
my parents are also annoying; they don’t like getting involved so there’s no repercussions ever. i honestly think they’re just as bad as her for that.
and she loves being a hypocrite. for example, she’ll use the excuse that she’s on her period for not throwing out the trash, or that she’s just taken a shower so she doesn’t want to hold the trash/go out. but when i say the same thing she’ll shout and scream and my parents don’t step in, and in the end, i still have to do it.
she doesn’t do the laundry unless the load is ONLY her clothes, even though when i do the laundry, HER CLOTHES ARE ALSO IN THE LOAD. she’s a very selfish ■■■■■.
i’ll be half asleep at midnight, and hear her getting into an argument with my mom about the laundry (she doesn’t want to do it because other people’s clothes are inside), then in the end, my mom wakes me up to do it.
worst part is she’s on a break from school. i’m still having school. she’ll be on a break for months (around 4).
she’s always criticising me. she calls me fat a lot (solely because i eat, i’m not even joking), says i look disgusting, calls me stupid (because my o level points aren’t as good as hers like girl bfr ur a jc dropout who failed j1 what’s the point of bragging that u got into a good jc if u couldn’t even do the first year). she’s just very verbally abusive (i notice a lot of the oldest siblings tend to act the exact same way to their younger siblings). and i’m usually just very annoyed by this, not really offended, because i know she’s a ■■■■■ who’ll try and say anything to make me feel upset/insecure.
she gets upset over the smallest things which sometimes don’t even involve her. i tend to sleep without my clothes on (but ofc people wouldn’t even know that because i sleep with my blanket fully covering me), and one time she noticed she could see my bare shoulders under the blankets, indicating i wasn’t wearing a top. and she immediately started shouting, calling me disgusting, complaining to my parents etc. and i was like wtf? i just ignored her lol that’s the best way to go about it (though sometimes if she’s particularly upset, if i ignore her, she’ll beat/harm me).
we just don’t get along well.
anyway she’s just a huge ■■■■■ thanks for listening.
i’ll probably rant about her more if anything happens again
my parents can take the L for not helping me out
