Back then, i had low wage but had all the time. the universe demanded more money out of me.
Now, I had more wage but with the cost of time, my time is needed from me.
what to do ?
This reminds me of an anecdote:
At different stages of our lives, we have abundance of different things and will also at the same time be lacking something. I guess we can only make the best of the situation, to find the perfect balance that we want, make the difficult choices and live the life we choose as much as we can.
So we will have no regrets in the future abt our past 
My current balance is to put less focus on money as long as I am able to eat well and have a comfortable home to stay in, to spend the energy I currently have in ways so that I can have quality time with people arnd me. I feel like I won’t regret this current state, even if things change in the future~
What does your priorities look like now? Can try reflecting on this to gain some clarity on the life you want to lead, then take back control to lead the life you want, instead of just following along what the universe is expecting of you
The problem, it is not up to me. I do not have possession and control in my life hebce the priorities is not up to me. I am bound to always whatever my mother desire yet still she is disappointed.
mann relationships with parents can be really complicated sometimes… have your relationship with your mom always been like this?
in your first post when u said money and time is needed from you, are these pressure coming from your mom too? or more than that?
sounds to me like you have been trying your best to meet expectations from others, and that is alr very commendable!! its so impt to recognise that and to affirm yourself on that! as for what to do - have you had open communications with your mom about how you feel? ><