ecause i m not patient,they do not lemme chat. what did i do wrong??? i wait from morning to night just to chat but they bully me, dun lemme chat…i seek understanding. but no they do not lemme chat. but they let those people who talk abt music and everyday they are gud,they let them chat…they do not lemme chat…
ask me go chat with chatgpt. are they even trained mental health professionals??? they hurt me so terribly…they let them all attack what stop it when i m only wanting to chat. they even thanked them for attacking me… why is the world like this…
they ask for more volunteers to talk to these ppl but more volunteers no use,
Dear @user1726
I’m sorry you’re going through this. It sounds like you were just trying to be part of the chat and connect with others, but instead you were ignored, hurt, and even treated unfairly. That’s not okay, and I can understand why you’d feel so upset and confused.
Waiting all day just to be dismissed or told to “go talk to ChatGPT” must’ve felt really painful — like they didn’t see your heart or your intentions. Wanting to be heard and included isn’t wrong at all. You didn’t do anything bad by wanting to talk.
It’s not fair that others were treated kindly and you weren’t. I hear you. You deserve to feel safe and respected, just like everyone else. I don’t think you’re asking for too much — you’re just asking to be treated with some basic understanding. Is it possible to bring up to a responsible adult such as a school counsellor or a trusted teacher on what you have been encountering so that they can support you.
Also, whenever you need, please reach out here. You’re not alone in this. 
noo cannot bring up to them
its trained mental health professionals who do this
they caused youths be suicidal. what can one do abt it?
they ask for more volunteers to chat with youths. but after being so patient,youths unable chat with volunteers. so youths are angry but they do not und and dun let youths chat
they also have suicidal youths who are there triggered by other suicidal youths. so they caused youths be suicidial. why are they letting a bunch of suicidal youths gather there?
they make me crumble
how can they punish just bcs im not patient???
angry isnt wrong???
its them so…
why cant i blame them???
then who do i blame then???
how do i heal if no one sees the truth???
they hurt me soooo terribly
and they let all others attack me say what stop it when i only wanting to chat
im bullied but they thanked them for bullying me
i need a witness to heal but there is no one see n hold onto truth…
it hurts so terribly and its bcs them…
they took away what everyone have and refused it to me!
they ask for more volunteers and ive been so patient but i do not get to chat
what is the use of more volunteers then?
Hi @user1726,
It sounds like you’re going through something incredibly painful and frustrating. I can feel how deeply hurt and unheard you feel, especially when you’re seeking connection and understanding. It must be exhausting to wait so long, hoping for a chance to be heard, only to feel shut out. That kind of exclusion can feel unbearable, and when you see others being welcomed while you’re pushed aside, it’s only natural to question what’s going on and why it’s happening. You’re expressing so much raw emotion, and that tells me you really need someone to listen to you with kindness, and not judgment.
From what you’ve shared, it’s a bit unclear exactly what situation you’re referring to, but I can tell that you’re really upset about how certain conversations are being handled, especially when it comes to young people who are struggling. It sounds like there’s a space or a group where discussions about serious topics, like mental health and suicide, aren’t being managed in a way that helps. Instead, you feel like it’s harming people even more. You mentioned something about volunteers and how they’re supposed to be there to help but aren’t really making a difference. If I understand correctly, you’re upset that those who really need support are being ignored or even harmed by the way things are set up. Is that right?
If this place or group is meant to provide emotional support but is instead making things worse, that is concerning. If it’s causing more pain, there needs to be accountability. No one should feel pushed away when seeking help or connection. If you’re comfortable, can you tell me a bit more about what exactly is happening and where? I want to understand as clearly as possible so that I can think through what might be done in this situation. You deserve to be heard.
Let me know when you’re ready to share 
Best regards,
HanSolo2000
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