I feel like im a terrible friend

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Currently its the semester break for my school, and this break last for 2 months at least. Recently, my friends have been wanting to go out, etc bowling, swimming, rock climbing…

i have been rejecting them because of personal reasons and money issue but im afraid that i will actually lose my friendship with them. i met these people 5 months ago and i dont believe im really close with them. i do hang out with them every day during school time, and sometimes, rarely, outside of school during school term. However, since the semester break started, i barely hung out with them because of like I previously said, money issue and personal problems. Its already the third time i rejected the hang out and i‘m afraid that I am loosing my friendship with them.

I feel like Im the problem because they aren’t ignoring me technically… since they do sent a hangout invite in a large groupchat but i feel like im not doing my part of the friendship and hanging out with them. I just dont feel like im being a good friend.

i’m going to lose my friends because of my inability to solve my personal problem.

Can someone tell me if im actually a terrible friend? I’m so scared that i’m going to be alone again.

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there seems to be monetary/ financial gap between yr friends and u. If they really care, how about u suggest an activity that doesn need to spend so much? if they don’t, this sort of superficial friendship is not worth investing in.

Why are u scared to be alone? When i was student, introvert i found it hard to find groups for groupwk but outside of that, i just tried my best to cope being alone. Depends what are yr core values, how much u willing to compromise your values?