ive been feeling really off - since like p4
it may have been my phone im not sure
but life is so tiring and i dont wanna do anyth
ive lost almost all my friends ( and i dont feel close to them at all, sometimes i wonder why im even friends with them) all this talk about metal health has ruined my mind , im so negative all the time
i really wonder how i can still go on
days repeat over amd over some days more tirong than others
i wld rlly love to write out in full but pardon me im exhausted
i just dont feel like im doing things right i feel so lost