I am diagnosed with social anxiety and depression, I feel like nothing helps I dissociate everyday. But I don’t want to end my life yet because of my family and close people, and I don’t want them to mourn me . I feel like I’m on my last string everyday and have no purpose in life. School just fcks with my mind and makes me feel dumb and I can’t talk to anyone close. I have therapy but it’s once a week and I feel lonely with thoughts for those other days
⁷If life feels meaningless now, don’t assume this version of life is permanent.
Just live day to day. Because you do not know what tomorrow brings.
You really don’t know what, who, or how life may change.
Don’t conclude your story too early. Life often spring surprises beyond your imagination..
heyy @readyjellyfish2940, so sorry to hear all the struggles you are going through 
it must feel lonely and tiring to be going through this yourself and to feel like you are unable to lean on people around you ><
many of your circumstance you’ve shared i feel are things out of your control, and that may make you feel even worse… are you able to find ways to do things you enjoy? like singing or dancing or going hiking or basically anything that makes u feel like you can be yourself and you can feel relaxed? even just sth small at the end of a sch day might make you feel a bit better amidst all things yknow..
you shared that you dw your loved ones to feel sad, you care abt them and they care abt you too!! hold onto to that, focus on building yourself up in any small ways possible and take things one at a time!! slowly but surely, you’ve got ppl cheering you on!! 