I just recently started school, in a new environment as well. What the funny part is that I can be extroverted at times, so when the first day of school started I have already started making friends and not making them feel left out. Now after being in a new school for weeks, I am the one being left out now???
Like I made this group of friends but they are in a fg already( I have a different one but I don’t really feel like they make me feel seen or acknowledged) so I started hanging out with others, call it fg 2. So thsi fg 2 I relate to them so much more and they make me feel acknowledged and we have alot of things in common so they decided to add me in their gc, NOT EVEN A DAY BEING IN THEIR GC, they removed me and made a new one with me in it. But in the other gc they only removed me and not the others, so ofc I asked them y they removed me they replied with the gc was too chaotic. What bs??? Do they think I’m that stupid?? But I didn’t bother giving a damn bc I know that it will cause unnecessary trouble and it will be a waste of my time. Ofc I was sad like I thought I am a part of them now, wtv. I can’t deal with this bru like suddenly I’m being like my old self again, getting more anxious and stressed. I just want to make a proper best friend in school man. Even in my other fg, I don’t even feel like I have a proper friend, everything I talk to them it’s like they feel weirded out by me and I hate it. I just want to feel acknowledged