Please don’t kill yourself ar. oh, please relax a bit,
Mind sharing what’s saddening?
thats not good. have u found someone to confide in? i’ve a dysfunctional parent who push blame- makes me soo mad at times. i approach several avenues until i found the right help
going for feet massage, watching funny shows, watching dog and cat videos 
don’t think too much
my challenge is not to engage when some crazy assholes yell at me for nothing