These days I feel like my interest in the world just died. I lie alot more towards anyone. My parents, my friends , family anyone. I’m just scared that if any drama happend, people blame it on me, and they do. I was a horrible child back then, but it grew out of me. I’m tired of this honestly. And writing this makes me feel abit better cause atleast people can see what’s going on. And not get mad at me. Since I do cry alot when people snap at me, but when I get angry I just cry and get mad, so I seem weak.
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Hi user1406
Thank you for being so upfront about what you used to do in the past. I observe you are taking responsibility for your past behaviours and I think that is brave.
Please don’t feel alone as what you described is actually fairly common.
What is most important now is that you have done some self-evaluation and reflection and now motivated to want to make a change. That is a great first step.
May I recommend you consider speaking to a school counsellor? He/she can help you:
- Identify triggers: Reflect on situations making you feel anxious or defensive.
- Communicate openly: Share feelings with trusted individuals.
- Set boundaries: Learn to say “no” without feeling guilty.
- Self-care: Engage in activities bringing joy and relaxation.
You fully deserve support and growth is 100% possible. Start small and keep going! 
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