Needing to find the right way

I feel so lost and unsure of what to do with life. I am currently in year 2 at poly, in a course I started to hate, and my GPA was below 3.44 in year 1. There is no problem, still can change right? Wrong. I legit still have no idea, not even roughly, what career I wanna pursue in. Funny because I’m officially becoming an adult this year and I should at least have a rough idea by now. Because my stupid and useless ■■■ cannot think about simple things and decide for myself, so I ended up troubling my poor parents, who are really supportive of me. I just wanna be a daughter they are proud of and can depend on. Why can’t I decide for myself? Because I overthink and overworry too much. I tend to let my emotions drive me and I’m getting sick of it. I know this whole situation may sound cringey and not that deep but I am getting more and more anxious and stressed about it. If I am getting stressed over little things like this, I fear I might not succeed anywhere. I’ve already accepted it. So if there’s anyone who is feeling this way too? I understand you, please take care of yourself.

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