my parents are annoying my friends don’t care about me nobody loves me so what did I even do? I was peacefully living my life and I can get scolded suddenly for no reason by my parents with vulgar and I’ve been stabbed in the back by many ppl I was nice i was kind but no idc anymore so what if I don’t listen in class or don’t do homework..and my teachers helpfully called my parents and asked them to go to school for a meeting I know the consequence if my parents end up knowing..screw this life its so spoiled why cant I be loved
Hey OP,
I’m sorry that life hasn’t been treating you so well, and not having someone you can trust to confide your problems to. Sounds like you’ve been bottling it all up, and everything feels so overwhelming. It’s very tiring just to keep going, and I’m so sorry you have to deal with all this.
Do you maybe have a guidance counsellor at the school you can talk to? Or perhaps you can seek out a counsellor outside of school? And of course, you can always vent out your frustrations here.
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Hey Lonelyshadow06,
I have read all that you wrote, and it feels like everything; home, school, friends and there’s nowhere to be heard. That kind of piling-on can make anyone snap into “idc anymore” mode.
When people kept reacting, it starts to feel personal… like being kind didn’t count, like you did something wrong just for existing. That hurts. And it makes sense that you’d stop trying in class because you’re tired of being punished no matter what you do.
I want to slow this down a bit with you.
Right now, it sounds less like you “don’t care” and more like you’re overwhelmed and not feeling protected.
One thing I’m gently checking:
When you think about your parents finding out and going for that meeting, does your body tense up? Fear? Anger? Or just numb?
For now, the most important thing it’s you being safe and not carrying this alone. If things at home feel like they might explode, it’s okay to reach out to someone outside your family that you are comfortable to be with first.
You’re not asking for too much by wanting to be loved. That need is basic. Human.
Maybe for now, we just make sure you’re not standing in this storm by yourself.
If you want, you can tell me one small thing that made today heavier than usual z we’ll take it one step at a time.
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school counsellor isn’t very helpful when she thinks calling my parents will help.. but thanks for being so understanding 
mainly fear of what they might do either divorce or send me to China or kick me out of the house ik my father is crazy honestly I think the whole world is crazy I don’t remember asking for a house or a car..just wanted happiness and love..if I had those why would I want to hurt others or k*ll myself..
Hi OP,
Oh no, I’m sorry to hear that 
There’s also counsellors available outside of school, such as Groove at SCAPE*. They focus on counselling for the youths, and any talks with a counsellor will always remain confidential, only between you and them.
I also read that you fear that your parents might divorce or send you overseas, which may not be what you want. I’m really sorry, that’s not something you should be burdened with 
No wonder you feel so overwhelmed.
I wish you all the strength and courage to keep going. And I hope things will be a bit better 
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hey, i know how you feel, and it must’ve been so stressful. i’m sorry that you’ve been treated this way and feeling that you don’t have someone to talk to. is there anyone else you can reach out to other than your school counsellor? or would you like to reach out to mindline’s whatsapp or vent out here? you really don’t deserve this 
i’m here to chat with you and listen, without judgement! i hope you get well soon, and that things will slowly get better
thanks for the support appreciate it <3