Oh yah, also, is not that I’m not happy or that I don’t go out and hangout with people (my family and friends), it’s just that when I do I’m just happy in the moment and when it ends I’m usually back to feeling miserable and it just feel like I wasn’t really happy or enjoying myself even though I was. But I also feel like sometimes I’m not actually happy in the moment like I’m just putting on a face to not let others worry and I don’t like pretending to be happy because it’s so tiring..I don’t really know how ro stop..but it’s fine, I’m fine :DD byee!