Hey @user1394,
It’s natural to compare yourself to others, especially when surrounded by friends you admire. However, remember that everyone has insecurities, even those who appear confident or “perfect.” What you see in others is often a curated version of themselves, not their full reality. Instead of measuring yourself against them, focus on your unique strengths—whether it’s your humour, creativity, resilience, or empathy. Confidence grows when you nurture self-awareness of what you bring to the table.
Shifting from seeking male validation to prioritising your own comfort and style is a huge act of self-respect. It’s normal to feel uneasy during this transition—you’re unlearning old habits and confronting societal norms. The “female gaze” (or dressing for yourself) often emphasises authenticity over performativity, which can feel vulnerable at first. Remind yourself:
- Your worth isn’t tied to how others perceive you.
- True confidence comes from aligning with your values, not external approval.
If insecurity creeps in, ask: “Does this outfit/style make ME feel powerful, joyful, or authentic?” If the answer is yes, you’re on the right track.
Fear of Not Being “Enough” for Romantic Interest
Society often promotes narrow stereotypes (e.g., women should be “gentle” or “naive”), but these are outdated and unrealistic. People are drawn to diverse traits—confidence, assertiveness, humour, and authenticity are deeply attractive. Consider:
- Would you want a partner who only values you for fitting a stereotype?
- The right person will appreciate you for who you are, not who you think you “should” be.
Your friends’ personalities may differ from yours, but that doesn’t make yours lesser. Embrace your uniqueness—it’s what makes connections meaningful.
Building Confidence Without External Validation
Confidence is a practice, not a destination. Start small:
- Challenge negative self-talk: When you think, “I’m not enough,” counter it with evidence of your strengths (e.g., “I’m loyal,” “I’m a great listener”).
- Celebrate small wins: Did you wear an outfit you love, even if it felt bold? That’s courage!
- Seek communities that uplift you: Surround yourself with people (online or offline) who celebrate self-expression and authenticity.
If accessible, therapy or journaling can help unpack deeper patterns tied to validation.
- Reframe the “Male Gaze” Narrative
The idea that men only like one “type” of woman is a myth. Just as women have diverse preferences, so do men. By being yourself, you’re actually filtering out people who aren’t a good match and attracting those who genuinely appreciate you. Trust that the right connections will value your authenticity.
Final Thoughts
You’re already doing brave work by questioning old patterns and prioritising self-expression. It’s okay to feel conflicted—this is part of the growth process. Over time, the more you align with your true self, the less power societal judgements will hold. Remember: You are not lacking. You’re simply evolving, and that’s something to celebrate. 
If you ever doubt yourself, revisit this mantra: “I am not here to shrink myself to fit into someone else’s story. I am here to write my own.”